Creating Balance Through Restorative Yoga

By Sierra Schmidt, U-M Women’s Swim & Dive alumna, with foreword by Emily Klueh, LMSW

It is well known and researched that the practice of mindfulness and meditation can have impacts on physical, mental, and emotional well-being and health. For athletes, we know that mindfulness can help slow down the system, differentiate between helpful vs. unhelpful thinking styles, and improve performance. A specific practice that combines mindfulness, meditation, and intentional relaxation is Restorative Yoga. Restorative Yoga helps to reduce tension, slow the mind, and bring an intentional calm to the body, something that is hard to come by for athletes, especially student-athletes who are balancing academic workload and the rigors of performance. At the University of Michigan, we are fortunate enough to support a variety of mindfulness and meditation practices and services. One such opportunity is provided by our Restorative Yoga certified clinicians. Restorative yoga is different from other types of yoga as it is focused on deliberate stillness. The sessions last roughly one hour and an individual will only move a handful of times into positions specifically created to release tension, enhance recovery, and slow the mind. Student-athletes find significant benefits attending these sessions. In fact, nearly all (94%) Michigan student-athletes who participated in Restorative Yoga in 2018-2019 reported experiencing at least one important benefit, with less stress, more happiness or better mood, and better sleep being the most commonly reported benefits.

Former U-M swimmer and six-time NCAA All-American Sierra Schmidt shares her experience engaging in restorative yoga:

I heard about restorative yoga from my therapist at the Sports Psychology office in Weidenbach Hall. At first I was very skeptical. How much of a difference could an hour of sitting in a dark room and being quiet do for a swimmer who is constantly moving from place to place all day long? But my therapist insisted that it was. Walking into my first session of restorative yoga was scary, to say the least. As someone who had never meditated in her whole life, and was used to moving, talking or just generally vibrating at all times, an hour sitting still and just existing was intimidating. The word yoga also gave me a sense of dread – did I want to do more exercise than I already did? At this point in my mental health journey, being alone with my thoughts was a terrifying concept, so, I challenged myself to go to a session of restorative yoga. I thought, “What could go wrong? You need to get out and try new things and not just hide in your apartment all the time!” So, I arrived at the South Performance Center with a lot of questions and a lot of dread. 

There were a few things I found out: first, some of my teammates were also trying it out. That gave me a lot of comfort seeing that I wasn’t just going to be alone with the leader or with people I didn’t know. Second, that it was not as scary as it sounded. Lastly, that I had found my new favorite pastime. All of the thoughts that were playing ping pong inside my head were suddenly resting for the moment. I could deconstruct my anxieties one by one, instead of facing the army that I usually had to challenge. The positions we had to go into were simple and comfortable positions. As someone who has seen ads for yoga before and seen the pretzel-like positions, you could say I was more than a bit surprised. 

“I realized that it was the most relaxed I had felt in a long time.”

For the hour session, there were only four positions. The positions were easy to get into and the focus was on mental relaxation, not pushing your body. When thinking of yoga, I think of the really complex positions that test your balance and flexibility. But I found that it was much simpler as the positions were comfortable! Before I knew it, I was so relaxed that I fell asleep. Once I heard the instructor walk up to me to wake me up, I realized that it was the most relaxed I had felt in a long time. The next morning, I didn’t need coffee to wake me up fully and I was more engaged with my team. Practice didn’t seem as daunting as it usually did. I noticed a huge change in my attitude and mental health, so I made a point to sign up for every session that I could. 

As I went home for a short time and reflected on my restorative yoga journey, I decided to explore more forms of meditation. I found more services to explore in my free time, and really got into the art of meditating and relaxing. I have found that some meditation programs are more intensive and try to engage me too much, whereas Restorative Yoga gave me a chance to unwind and relax so I could maximize my sleep. It also gave me a chance to reflect on the things that happened during my day, both good and bad. Since then I have felt more gratitude about my life. When things do go wrong, I have a space where I can take a deep breath and detangle my thoughts and feelings. 

As mentioned above by Sierra, athletes often are in a constant state of thinking, questioning, rushing, and doing. The athletics culture is often focused on ways to improve by striving to do more, not less. Thus, having a space to let go of stressors or organize thoughts without having more worries thrown in the mix is extremely important. It has been valuable for our athletes to experiment with and understand the benefits of creating a time and place to mentally unwind, build resilience, and promote recovery. We will continue to provide and push for new opportunities that help our student-athletes find a balance, experience growth, and build skills to navigate the intensity of being a student-athlete during their time here at U-M.

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About the Author

Sierra is a recent alum (’21) of the University of Michigan, and spent her four years at Michigan as a part of the Swimming and Diving Team. She is a six-time All American, a Big Ten Champion, and was a Captain of the 2020-2021 Team.

Schmidt is now involved in initiatives with USA Swimming and the United States Olympic and Paralympic Committee to promote the excellence of collegiate athletes from around the U.S. She is currently residing in Phoenix, AZ where she is continuing her journey as a professional swimmer, while also pursuing her love of filmmaking.

From Elite Athlete to Mental Health Officer

 By Emily Klueh, LMSW

Growing up as an athlete, I always knew I wanted to achieve success and pushed myself as hard as I could, something my parents instilled in me at a young age. However, I do not remember the possibility of the Olympic Games being attainable until I was much older. Being afforded the opportunity to travel the world competing as a member of Team USA through my drive, hard work, and dedication was incredible. While competing at a high level, the concept of the Olympic Games came into view after having won an NCAA title and competing at World Championships twice. I knew I had the talent to achieve it. Unfortunately, that goal never came true for me as an athlete. Falling short at three consecutive Olympic Trial competitions was challenging, however, I never viewed success as an athlete solely on being an Olympian. One thing is for certain: there was a different plan for me that I had no idea of while competing. 

“As I stepped away from the competitive area of sport, a new passion developed. A passion to help others, to support, and advocate for a population where the idea of struggling, for so long, has been stigmatized.”

As I stepped away from the competitive area of sport, a new passion developed. A passion to help others, to support, and advocate for a population where the idea of struggling, for so long, has been stigmatized. As a former elite athlete and now as a professional licensed clinician, I have been afforded the opportunity to see the sport world from two different perspectives. The work I am able to be involved with now brings new meaning for me as I help athletes work through mental health struggles, work towards their goals, and hopefully find success in and out of the sport arena. When the opportunity to work with the USOPC came into view, I knew it was the next step for myself, my career, and most importantly for continuing to support the athlete population. 

As a Mental Health Officer for the USOPC, I was able to travel to Tokyo, Japan this year as part of the Paralympic staff – something that I hold very near and dear to my heart. As an athlete, my first major international competition and my first major competition in a support and helping role was in Tokyo, Japan, an extremely unique coincidence. This time I was not traveling to compete but to provide mental health and performance support for athletes and staff. I was fortunate enough to travel with Dr. Todd Stull, a psychiatrist who specializes in working with the athlete population and another amazing resource to Team USA at the Games. The USOPC designated two Mental Health Officers, one clinician and one psychiatrist, for the Olympic and for the Paralympic games. This was the first time the USOPC had designated mental health officers for either the Olympic or Paralympic Games. I was thrilled to be a part of this inaugural position. 

This year was unique. We were in the midst of a global pandemic and therefore the Games were postponed. The COVID pandemic had not gone away by the time the Games came around. Our role was to support the mental health needs of athletes and staff while in the village and also manage the needs of those who were put into quarantine and isolation due to COVID close contacts or positive tests.

We had many responsibilities while at the Games and some of them included: 

  • Provide on site in-person mental health support for any Team USA athlete or staff 
  • Walk in or scheduled 
  • Daily calls and support for any athlete or staff placed in quarantine or isolation 
  • Coordinate care with USOPC medical staff 
  • Provide group support for teams and veterans, including yoga and mindfulness 
  • Coordinate care with the Japanese hospitals and polyclinic outside and inside the village 
  • Maintain documentation in the electronic medical records 
  • Provide crisis management 
  • Coordinate care with providers in the states for when athletes return home 

Every day we would wake up after sleeping on our cardboard beds, spit in a tube to be tested for COVID, and then the entire medical staff would come together and discuss care for the day or important situations that came up the prior day. Dr. Stull and I were posted in the village in a space near the medical clinic. We would provide ongoing support to athletes as needed. Athletes and staff could reach out to us via WhatsApp or come to the space we were stationed and talk to us about anything that was needed. I was incredibly honored to have been there and been able to provide something so valuable to those representing our country. 

Mental health continues to be a topic of conversation and a major push, mainly by the athletes and those of us who are incredibly passionate about mental health, fitness, and wellbeing of others. I know the resources, support, and programming will continue to grow and meet the needs of the athletes who work tirelessly to pursue their passion. I am excited to continue the conversation, be a part of and push for changes that need to be made, and to advocate for these athletes. 

If you want to learn more about how the Mental Health Officer positions came into existence, read Time for Change: Mental Health in Athletes

 

About the Author:

Emily is a clinical athletic counselor for the U-M athletic department’s Athletic Counseling Team. She provides direct clinical care to student-athletes, consults with coaches, conducts team presentations, creates educational programming and works interactively with support staff.

A native of Kentucky, Klueh was an elite swimmer, winning an NCAA championship, being named Big Ten Swimmer of the Year and competing professionally until 2016, while also representing USA Swimming. She earned her bachelor’s and master’s degrees from the University of Michigan. For Athletes Connected, Emily previously served as program coordinator and is the lead on restorative yoga groups.

 

 

Time for Change: Mental Health in Athletes

By Emily Klueh, LMSW

Over the past seven years there has been a shift in the conversation regarding mental health among the nation’s top athletes. Many athletes have become more open about their own mental health experiences and the conferences and leagues for which they play have begun adopting policies to support athlete wellness. In 2014, the NCAA started to make mental health a priority topic, eventually creating a best practices manual for schools to adopt in 2016. In 2019, they passed legislation that required the five major conferences to provide mental health support to student athletes. 

Professional sports soon followed the NCAA’s lead. In 2018, the NBA instituted a mental health and wellness program for its players called Mind Health. In 2019, the NFL implemented a policy that stated every team must employ a mental health professional at least part-time. The MLB has partnered with a variety of services and companies to provide mental wellness services to both major and minor league players. Similarly, the NHL has seen a rise in conversations around mental health and player-developed programs and resources. In 2020, the US Olympic and Paralympic Committee (USOPC) also created new mental health programming and extensive resources for athletes representing the United States. While these policies and programs provide increased access to resources for athletes, many teams and individuals within these organizations had resources available for their athletes years prior.

Being a clinician in the Athletic Department at the University of Michigan, I have been able to see firsthand how having these resources available positively influences the student-athlete experience and performance academically and athletically. Because of the work I have been able to be part of at Michigan, as well as my history as an elite athlete as a member of Team USA, I was afforded the opportunity to be a part of the broad sweeping changes and implementation of resources and programs at the USOPC. While there have been support individuals for Team USA athletes at past Olympic Games, for the 2020 (2021) Olympic and Paralympic Games the USOPC recognized more was needed. For the first time, they contracted Mental Health Officers who were a part of the medical staff for athletes and staff attending the games. Four providers, two psychiatrists and two clinicians, were selected for this initial role. I was fortunate enough to be one of those clinicians selected to support Team USA. 

As we geared up for the 2020 games, the world was hit with the COVID-19 pandemic that halted many plans. Our athletes and teams were informed the Games would be postponed until 2021 — a historic and never-before seen move from the International Olympic Committee. This hit our athletes in a variety of ways. Some athletes were already selected to compete and now they would have to reevaluate their plans. Some athletes were devastated by the postponement, and others were happy as they would have another year to prepare. There were questions, worries, and concerns about ability to train, fears of getting sick, and struggles with the shift in plans outside athletics. Due to the postponement and the fact that we were already selected to help with the games, the USOPC contracted us to help with programming and policies beyond what our original role would have been. During this time, we worked on an emergency action plan for the USOPC and the national governing bodies. We hired the director of mental health services for the USOPC, Dr. Jessica Bartley. We then worked with her to create a mental health registry for our athletes to access across the country, and hired associate directors of mental health for the different training sites, among other support resources. A challenge for the USOPC in trying to implement support services for the athletes remained because athletes are not centralized to one location. Due to state licensure laws, continuity of care becomes challenging. This is why the mental health registry was so vital to create.

As seen with the recent increase in priority of the mental health support for athletes across the country, having these major organizations increase awareness and support is crucial to continue changing the narrative of mental health among the athlete population. The changes, new structure, and support available made me more excited for the job at the Games. Knowing that our athletes would be taken care of better than they ever had was exciting and I could not wait to get to Tokyo. It is easy for me to look back as an athlete and be frustrated with the lack of mental health resources that were available to me and my teammates, however, one thing I know is that isn’t helpful for me to dwell. We can only continue to move forward, advocate for change, and work to help. Things are shifting for the better at many levels of play, across leagues and conferences, and I am proud, honored, and thrilled to be a part of it. 

About the Author:

Emily is a clinical athletic counselor for the U-M athletic department’s Athletic Counseling Team. She provides direct clinical care to student-athletes, consults with coaches, conducts team presentations, creates educational programming and works interactively with support staff.

A native of Kentucky, Klueh was an elite swimmer, winning an NCAA championship, being named Big Ten Swimmer of the Year and competing professionally until 2016, while also representing USA Swimming. She earned her bachelor’s and master’s degrees from the University of Michigan. For Athletes Connected, Emily previously served as program coordinator and is the lead on restorative yoga groups.

 

Ian Miskelley: Celebrating His Life and Legacy One Year Later

ANN ARBOR, Mich. — The passing of men’s swimming and diving student-athlete Ian Miskelley last September came as a shock to the University of Michigan community. One year later, the legacy Ian left behind is having a tremendous impact in a multitude of ways.

Ian’s family, friends, teammates and coaches have chosen to honor his memory through the Ian Miskelley Hope Scholarship, the Be Better Mental Wellness Center in his hometown of Holland, Mich., and an on-campus initiative — the Intercollegiate Athlete Network, or IAN — that aims to create a peer-to-peer network, expanding and deepening the level of mental health education.

IAN – Intercollegiate Athlete Network

Back in Ann Arbor, Student-Athlete Advisory Committee (SAAC) mental health chair and current rowing senior Caroline McGee has done her own part to make sure Ian’s legacy lives on. McGee, along with the help of Director of Athletic Counseling Abigail Eiler, Athletes Connected Program Director Rachel Amity and members of the men’s swimming and diving team, have started a student-athlete-run organization called Intercollegiate Athlete Network, or IAN for short.

“Ian was always someone that would reach out to others,” McGee said. “It didn’t matter if it was his best friend or someone he just met, he would say, ‘Hey, you’re having a hard time. What can I do to help?’ and we want to remember that.”

The mission of IAN is to create a peer-to-peer network, expanding and deepening the level of mental health education provided to student-athletes, coaches, and all athletic department staff to include not only the common symptoms and indicators of mental disorders or illnesses, but also warning signs of potential mental health crisis.

“We want people on teams to reach out to other student-athletes across teams,” explained McGee. “We want people to develop connections to people they may not have talked to otherwise. We’re going through this incredible and truly amazing journey of being student-athletes, but it’s not easy. We all understand to some extent the grind of the classroom and sport. Who better to understand one another than ourselves? Leaning on each other is going to be really powerful.”

The Miskelleys never knew McGee or about her friendship with Ian, but she and the organization’s co-creators have the full support of the family.

“We are eternally grateful and are so impressed with Caroline,” said Miskelley. “She and Ian were friends, and we didn’t even know. To see her take it upon herself to do this in his honor is just so incredibly moving and we will be forever grateful.”

Though IAN is just starting on campus at Michigan, the hope is to move beyond the borders of Ann Arbor soon. “Everyone in the organization has so many ambitions to reach as many people as possible,” McGee explained. “We want Ian to be remembered and pass that along to people everywhere, not just to U-M or schools in the Big Ten. We want this to touch as many lives as possible so that everyone can feel like there’s a place for them and we’re all in this together as a massive community.”

 We want this to touch as many lives as possible so that everyone can feel like there’s a place for them and we’re all in this together as a massive community.”

“It would live out a part of who Ian was,” said McGee. “He was such an incredible person, and we’re trying to take his actions and attitude and keep that alive.”

Being a student-athlete at the University of Michigan was a dream come true for Ian Miskelley. With the help of his family, the Wolverine swimming and diving family, and his friends, his legacy will live on.

“The student-athletes at Michigan are such high-quality people,” said Miskelley. “To know Ian was able to be around a group of people like that, that high-caliber, that high-character, that fulfilled a lifelong dream for Ian.”

Read Ian’s Full Story on mgoblue.com

 

Finding Motivation Through Injury

Finding Motivation Through Injury

By Tyler PapaMSW Intern

Hearing news that you are unable to play for the remainder of a season can be very difficult to accept. All of your hard work and preparation for your competitive season comes to a pause. JD Carroll of the University of Michigan Men’s Lacrosse team suffered from three season ending knee injuries since his senior year of high school leading up to his U-M debut. After speaking with JD, he shared how he was able to pick up a musical hobby to pass the time and find happiness while his teammates were competing. 

JD’s first ACL tear was during his high school senior season leading up to his time at Michigan. He then suffered another ACL tear in the beginning of his sophomore season. The doctors needed to take a graft from his right quad in order to repair his left knee. He was in double knee braces and a wheelchair for some time following this procedure. Fourteen months after his second injury, JD recovered and was back on the playing field. 

The Battle

“I struggled to see the light at the end of the tunnel sometimes.”

Countless hours of rehab were required for JD to get his knee in the proper shape for competition. He needed to improve his range of motion in both knees as he suffered injuries in his right and left legs. During his time away from lacrosse, he described how he struggled with weight gain due to his lack of exercise which was another obstacle that was on his mind. Mentally, JD struggled to find happiness throughout his early college athlete experience. He lost a lot of confidence in his athletic abilities. 

Enabling Motivation

JD’s love for the game was the main factor that kept him motivated. He has played lacrosse since he was a little boy and wasn’t going to let injuries be the deciding factor for the game to come to an end if he could help it. He knew he still had more to prove to himself.

 

Support Group 

“They helped build that confidence back in me”

At first, JD felt alone. He was in a wheelchair and described that it felt like he didn’t relate to his peers anymore. While he was injured, he was working hard in the weight room and training room to get back to full strength. He wanted to find his role on the team and figure out how he could contribute without being able to produce on the field. He felt worthless until he discovered the Athletic Counseling Team. JD spoke often with Abigail Eiler, the Director of the Athletic Counseling Team. He described that his loneliness began to disappear. He felt like there was a great support group starting with the counseling team and, along with that, his lacrosse coaching staff and teammates were great supporters of him getting back to full health. JD’s experience with the Athletic Counseling Team allowed him to express his mental battles and lack of confidence. The lacrosse team was able to get him on the right track and find his worth. 

Discovering a New Hobby

After JD’s first injury he picked up the guitar in his extra time off from the sport and ended up discovering a talent that he didn’t know he had. JD bought a guitar and taught himself through YouTube videos. His musical passion led him from one instrument to the next and he is now skilled in the guitar, piano, and drums. He described his musical hobby as an “out.” It was a hobby that he adapted where he could just clear his mind and do something that brings him joy to get his mind off of his injury. He stuck with the guitar throughout his rehabilitation process and ended up being pretty good. So good in fact that JD would like to join a band when his college athletic career does come to an end. 

The Process

The recovery was long and dreadful, but JD got through it with great support from the counseling team, his coaches, teammates, and family. By the end of it he realized how much support he actually had. After discovering a hobby, he found new joy in his life during his time away. By his senior year he was back on the playing field and served as a key role in the men’s lacrosse team’s man down unit. He is healthy and happy and having success competing in the sport he has loved since he was a kid. 

 

Patience

Although it would have been a bonus to have Carroll back sooner, patience plays a large role in injury recovery. The coaching staff showed a great deal of patience while waiting on Carroll’s return. When Carroll couldn’t make it to practice the staff would reach out to him via phone call or text message to make sure everything was okay. Carroll described the coaching staff’s patience to be “extremely helpful” during this process. He pushed forward when he felt comfortable in the rehabilitation process.

About the Author

Tyler Papa is an intern with the U-M Athletic Counseling Team as he plans to graduate from his MSW program in the Spring of 2022. Tyler was also JD’s teammate as a member of the University of Michigan’s Mens Lacrosse Team in 2021 . He spent four years at Limestone College prior to arriving in Ann Arbor, while earning a Bachelors degree in Business Management. Tyler is from Syracuse, New York where he grew up playing lacrosse, basketball, and golf.